Every new morning brings new hopes.And after so much of heartache and crying last night after the breakup,this was the only thought that was soothing sanna's emotion sensitive nature today.Any memory or thing related to Rihan was making her eyes damp.The couch on which they sat,the show they once watched together,even his favourite dish which her mom had made unknowingly made her mind fill with past memories of their time spend together.
She always wanted a fairy tale relationship.Love,winning over all demons,living a life with his prince charming and always hoping for a happy ever after life.it was like living a dream allover.But in all this she forgot that life is a lot different from Repunzel,Snow White and Barbie.People have needs and expectations that one has to fulfill to sustain a relationship.
Today while gazing out of the glass window of her bedroom,an unwelcome memory crept in her mind.The window looked over a vast grass field just opposite to her house.It was in 10th grade that Rihan had taught her the football tricks that helped her win a great match. Every time she committed a mistake,he gave a blow on her head,he was a tough teacher.She smiled at that memory and again started miss the gone moments ,crying softly against the cushion.She didn't come out of the house for 2 days.This behaviour was making her parents and friends worried.She belonged to an educated Musalman family but no one at her home was so close with whom she could look back for emotional support,and very few close friends knew about her relationship.She wasn't ready to share anything with anybody,all she wanted was Rihan...While retiurning to bed she knew that she had to return to college the day after, and so many thoughts haunted her while thinking of college, that how would she face her friends?, and most important of all,how will she face Rihan?
She always wanted a fairy tale relationship.Love,winning over all demons,living a life with his prince charming and always hoping for a happy ever after life.it was like living a dream allover.But in all this she forgot that life is a lot different from Repunzel,Snow White and Barbie.People have needs and expectations that one has to fulfill to sustain a relationship.
Today while gazing out of the glass window of her bedroom,an unwelcome memory crept in her mind.The window looked over a vast grass field just opposite to her house.It was in 10th grade that Rihan had taught her the football tricks that helped her win a great match. Every time she committed a mistake,he gave a blow on her head,he was a tough teacher.She smiled at that memory and again started miss the gone moments ,crying softly against the cushion.She didn't come out of the house for 2 days.This behaviour was making her parents and friends worried.She belonged to an educated Musalman family but no one at her home was so close with whom she could look back for emotional support,and very few close friends knew about her relationship.She wasn't ready to share anything with anybody,all she wanted was Rihan...While retiurning to bed she knew that she had to return to college the day after, and so many thoughts haunted her while thinking of college, that how would she face her friends?, and most important of all,how will she face Rihan?
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